Red fish Lake Lodge and the road up to it... I guess.

I spent this past weekend trying to feel better about everything that has been going on.
Thursday was just a big let down. On Friday morning I got the offer I had been looking for.
I got an offer to work at Red Fish Lake Lodge in Stanley, Idaho.
I spent Friday, Saturday, Sunday spending with people as much as I could.
I realized how much I'd miss my friends and how I'd miss out on every one's life. I realized though that I really needed this.
When I called them last week they knew who I was just by giving them my first name. After I got off the phone I was pretty positive I would be getting the position.
Things have fallen so out of place in my life that this just seem to fit perfectly and other things in my life just happened to align so that I could go.
So really there isn't any reason I should stay in Rexburg. I don't have a job and I'm not in school if I could I would have just gone home like most people do when they aren't taking classes.
My friend drove me to Red Fish. It was an interesting ride, although it was four hours... it didn't really feel that long to me.
I realized I wouldn't really be able to talk to this kid anymore that was taking me, we really wouldn't really be friends anymore after this. I think for the ride being the last time we would spend time together .. it wasn't what he thought it'd be.
My friend said that I seemed different... but when I get hurt I have a hard time feeling better all of the sudden. It is hard to know how to act after so much has changed.
I wanted to the ride continue longer. I knew I would miss this friendship but I guess no one can be in each other's life forever ...right?
Well other than Carmen, my family, and if I ever get married...
Once the ride ended and I got to my destination a new part of my life would be starting and I know so much is going to change now.

I had my first day of work today. It wasn't so bad and I was going to be a server-ish person as well ... but really I think I may just end up only doing house keeping which would be pretty cool because house keeping goes by fast.

There are hundreds of cute little chipmunks around even albino ones..and a half albino one.
The sights are beautiful.
I would upload pictures but I don't have my SD card for my camera...so if I ever do find it then I'll post pictures.