Red fish Lake Lodge and the road up to it... I guess.

I spent this past weekend trying to feel better about everything that has been going on.
Thursday was just a big let down. On Friday morning I got the offer I had been looking for.
I got an offer to work at Red Fish Lake Lodge in Stanley, Idaho.
I spent Friday, Saturday, Sunday spending with people as much as I could.
I realized how much I'd miss my friends and how I'd miss out on every one's life. I realized though that I really needed this.
When I called them last week they knew who I was just by giving them my first name. After I got off the phone I was pretty positive I would be getting the position.
Things have fallen so out of place in my life that this just seem to fit perfectly and other things in my life just happened to align so that I could go.
So really there isn't any reason I should stay in Rexburg. I don't have a job and I'm not in school if I could I would have just gone home like most people do when they aren't taking classes.
My friend drove me to Red Fish. It was an interesting ride, although it was four hours... it didn't really feel that long to me.
I realized I wouldn't really be able to talk to this kid anymore that was taking me, we really wouldn't really be friends anymore after this. I think for the ride being the last time we would spend time together .. it wasn't what he thought it'd be.
My friend said that I seemed different... but when I get hurt I have a hard time feeling better all of the sudden. It is hard to know how to act after so much has changed.
I wanted to the ride continue longer. I knew I would miss this friendship but I guess no one can be in each other's life forever ...right?
Well other than Carmen, my family, and if I ever get married...
Once the ride ended and I got to my destination a new part of my life would be starting and I know so much is going to change now.

I had my first day of work today. It wasn't so bad and I was going to be a server-ish person as well ... but really I think I may just end up only doing house keeping which would be pretty cool because house keeping goes by fast.

There are hundreds of cute little chipmunks around even albino ones..and a half albino one.
The sights are beautiful.
I would upload pictures but I don't have my SD card for my camera...so if I ever do find it then I'll post pictures.

400 profile views ...

I don't really have much to say .. but umm life is going.
It is pretty swell, it is going fantasicly well in places I never thought would be....and not so well as far as the job thign goes.
I just wish I had a job.
I've had lots to keep myself busy for sure.

Hmm ... changed my fb profile pic.




and here is a song I like a lot right now.
Props to mi amigo sharing it with me.



and yay for 400 profile views :)

job hunting and relationships and living...

What has been going on lately in my life?

Hmm... yeah job hunting rules most of my days.
On a scale from 1-10 the difficulty of finding a job in Rexburg, Idaho is probably a 10.5... ya know slightly more than impossible but still do-able.

I spend most of my days chasing job leads, cleaning, running errands trying to fix lots of messes, seeing my friends, and seeing Nate helping him with homework and just kickin it.

Everyone in my life seems to be doing pretty well, in school, and kickin' butt in life.

I'm still waiting to figure out what I'm doing until I take classes again next year.
Going on a mission is still in the works. Firstly I need a job..and then I need my wisdom teethies out and then I need to start saving the bucks I need to serve the Lord for a year and a half of my life.

Yesterday Nate came over and we made a fort and roasted marshmellows in my back yard.
I was fun and lots was said and it is just a amazing feeling that he is back.
He is in my life again and it is great to have one of my best friends back in my life. I showed him the notebook with all the letters he gave me and he has mine so I'll get to see them. I had sort of thought he didn't write me as much and from our conversation I realized he wrote me a lot for what he did.
I never really think to bring my camera around when I'm out and about with my friends... oh well !!!







Any yeah.. things are crazy like always. I just have to focus on the outcome I want and not think about the inbewteen.


Tunes of my life lately :











ohh lets see if you can handle some tech n9ne





p.s.

got a fishy his name is Joe or Jo-jo