day one-ish...

Sketches turned into action... I've been wanting to do it... So why not.

past sketch book entres

I've been really busy and distracted with everything going on.
I'm makng some changes though and I'm hoping for the best....
here's some of the lame sketches you've missed out on.

3-30-09

I never knew why others had left or why they said they couldn't stick through.... only to realize I'm Not a fit either. I guess they were right.
I guess I can't be myself at the right times, and I'm myself at the wrong times ....
I tried to hold onto what I wanted but I can't. It's slipping away and there's not much else I can do but start over again.
I don't understand and I can't fit the mold to make things flow right.
It's scarey to do things on your own and to ignor what others say... but that's part of not being a child anymore and that is part of being your own person...

Get away from what is holding you back and move on to accomplish what you want. Don't forget, but remember what it is you had and be glad it came and that you were able to enjoy it.

If you love something and you let it go and it's real then the chance for that love again will be there again.
If you want something but it won't work then step away and recollect yourself and come back for another try on another day.




I'm trying again with new hopes and dreams...
It's hard to go_some may not understand, some may not even care, and some may make you not want to even think of leaving...
It's sad to say good bye but for now...

I am.

Guitars unplugged

some paintings

My work doesn't give me consistent hours...
So I've had some time to make a few pieces while I'm watching a movie or talking to someone.